Monday, December 28, 2009

New Years plans

i'm going out of town this new years. to new mexico (the worst state ever) to see Harm's Way. this should be fun. tons of pictures will be taken and posted.

Friday, December 25, 2009

XmasX

It's Christmas afternoon and I haven't done anything yet.

Christmas always makes me wish i was a kid again. I used to look forward to this day, and now that I'm older and am my own consumer paying my own bills it's just another day without any meaning to me. It's pretty sad that i have nothing to look forward to most of the time, especially on a day that I used to love.

I got those Christmas Time blues.

listening to: Megadeth - The Conjuring

Monday, December 21, 2009

Metalcore used to be good.

ok. lets try this again. top ten metalcore of all time as decided by me and Tim (http://eatsleepmatedefend.blogspot.com/) in mutal agreement. there really isn't any order other than we thought of the first five on the list before we thought of the rest.

*Cave-In - Until Your Heart Stops
*Disembodied - Heretic
*Martyr AD - The Human Condition in Twelve Fractions
*Burn It Down - Eat Sleep Mate Defend
*Coalesce - Functioning On Impatience
*Unbroken - Life, Love, Regret
*Shai Hulud - Hearts Once Nourished With Hope And Compassion
*Converge - Petitioning The Empty Sky
*Integrity - Seasons in the Size of Days
*Most Precious Blood - Nothing In Vain

if you haven't already, go check these albums out. all excellent listening.

I want to start posting in this more.

and not feel embarrassed or shy about what i want to post about.

anyways, here's a list of my favorite albums this year in no order:


Foundation - Hang Your Head
i love this record from start to finish. easily one of the best "throwback" style bands and one of the few really great straight edge bands of the last couple of years.

Dangers - Messy, Isn't it
this band can do no wrong. they're definitely more original in their style of song writing. at least from every hardcore band thats going right now. and the only band i know of thats not afraid to call things like they see it, and be very blunt about it.

Harm's Way - Reality Approaches
it took a little while for me to really get into this but when i did, they became my favorite new hardcore band. this album and band definitely stand out among their peers.

Steel Nation - Forever Wounded
so much pain. so much emotion. so much shredding. great great band. kind of bummed they slowed down a bit but it still works and the songs are still great.

i cant find dates for albums i liked this year so i dont know when they came out, but i really liked:

Punch - s/t
Give Life - demo (i think came out a year or two ago but just this year in america, i think)
Rotting Out - This is Just A Life ep (they are good now but i think they will do better on their next release)
Weekend Nacho's - Unforgiveable (only listened to a couple times, but it was great. I plan on putting it into a heavier rotation)

those are pretty much it for me. not even 10 new records i liked this year. i'm sure i missed tons of stuff, but that probably means it didnt catch my attention like these albums did. i spent a lot of this year listening to older bands, that i listened to way more of than any of this anyways.

thats it for my favorites. i will make an effort to post on this more, hopefully someone becomes interested in it.

Monday, August 24, 2009

only in a world this shitty

I've been so numb to everything that i forgot how painful it is to deal with people and co-workers on a daily basis. i thought i was bad about hating people in highschool, but out here in the real world its so much worse than what i could have imagined.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Depressed cry baby bullshit

where the fuck does this shit come from? for no reason no matter what out of nowhere i become uncomfortable around my "friends", angry at everything, and start judging everything i do and dream of just killing myself. fuck.

Monday, March 9, 2009

it seems really strange

but really i just can't complain about anything personal.

but i will say, that without a doubt, i hate people much much much more having worked in retail as long as i have now. they're all greedy, needy, ungrateful, selfish, disgusting, disrespectful, lazy piece's of shit.

the worst part is that "people" are ok with it.

bring on the end of the world.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Downtown living.

the best part about living on 4th ave is the guy who was just yelling out nonsense in a high pitched squeal outside my windows in a drunken freakout. Ahh Tucson. is there anyother place like it?

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Give me the cities. Give me smog.




if i could only express myself this well and this confident.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

True Life:

i need to become an interesting person.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

everything could be better. everything could be worse. but i'll always feel like one of the roaches and rats.

Friday, January 9, 2009

i think its time for my old friends Seclusion and Depression to pay me a visit. next week i'll be 23, with nothing to show for it. i'll probably die without anyone knowing i ever existed, which kinda sucks to think about. that i'll probably do nothing important for anyone or anything. and when the time really comes, there'll probably be no one at my funeral besides the undertaker. i'll never live my life to its fullest potential.